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Totally DEPRESSED
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Is 3pm now, and I'm still lingering around in net. Playing FB games the whole day, sending resumes the whole day... what a really boring day..
How I wish I really could find a job soon. Okie, I think almost everyday ppl have keep adding oil for me to look for jobs. Yesh! Is not that I did not do any homework. I DID MY HOMEWORK! But I just don't know why I just could not find a JOB!
I keep telling myself everyday, DON'T GIVE UP! JUST KEEP ON FINDING! I think people is getting tired of me keep whining about the job hunting. Yeah.. I think so.. I just want to find a job THAT I WANT! That is so simple yet so difficult to do. I want a perm job that I REALLY LIKES, and SUITS ME, and can GIVE ME A GOOD FUTURE PROSPECT! Why is that so difficult?
I keep praying everytime I went for interview, I keep saying "Dear God, if this is the job that you wanna give me, please give wisdom and guide me" After the interview while waiting for the shortlisted called, i will pray "Dear God, thanks for the smooth interview, but if this is the job that you wanna give me, please let me receive the call."
BUT NONE!!!
NONE OF IT I'VE RECEIVED!
I'm totally depressed.. I already adjusted my expected salary.. I already looking for a non-executive job post, I already decided to let go of my so call "Good Prospect Position" Right now.. I already come to the state where I just looking for a post of Clerk, Admin Assistant or even a Receptionist, rather than Senior Administrator, Administrative Executive or even Sales Admin Executive!
Sigh....
Currently my situation is bad... having a quarrel with dx. Din contact me for a day. Haven hear a single call from him... -___-" And I din received any call from MDC today... although today is just Monday... This is it... I'm tired... totally depressed...
I have dreams... I have plans... But how would I be able to do it without any STARTS?
I'm just tired................
Celeste is having pms at 2:59 AM
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