Wads hindering me?
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Oh well, finally back to church for my music practice for sunday service. Everything went smoothly.. Yes, I'm late today. Because I wanted to have a free ride from my brother as the weather is so freaking hot today! AND I FORGET TO BRING MY SUNGLASSES!
Well, today cell group at CCK runs well too. And off cuz, they brought DURIANS TODAY! And they cook alots of nice food such as hot dogs, dao gei, egg tomatoe and best... Ba Zhen Tang! MY FAVOURITE!
Agghh... Okie.. I noe I cannot eat durian.. becuz I'm still coughing so bad.. but I lose.. its tempted me so much that I have eat 2 durians.. okie.. just 2 durians.. and I noe the Ba Zhen Tang is like a heaty kind of soup... but its oso tempted me SOOO MUCH.. I drank 2 bowl and add alots of FAT MEAT!
Ahhhhhh............................................
Okie.. just for today okie.. haha..
PS : Now i feel that my throat is like... hmmmmm....
Anyway.. someone asking me why am I so quiet and like.. din talk much.. No worries.. I'm fine.. maybe is juz that I'm too tired... and... yah... maybe... too tired....
Well.. sometimes I think.. I need to change to a new life... new story.. I noe something is hindering me.. and off cuz.. those who noes me will noe wads are the things that hinders me.. Is not abt the job.. off cuz.. I always wanted to get that "Post" in Mediacorp.. but thats doesn't matter.. becuz.. If I hope on it too much.. the disappointment will be much more bigger.
Guess wad.. When after that interview at Mediacorp, I have alots of planning.. I will be thinking.. "Once I got this job, I wanna start refresh. I wanna find a really good partner, wanna earn lotsa money, wanna improve more in my spiritual life with God. Haiz.. I think alots of ppl will be wondering.. "hey.. den who is that DX?" Off cuz.. this DX is really my bf, my highly private confidential bf. But I noe... there will be a no way for us...
PS : So dear readers, juz stop guessing who is DX, he is juz a teddy bear.
Well.. This kind of things have been hindering me for years.. but... I just dunnoe why.. I juz could not give up.. I always wanted to find a job that I like and I can be more forcus on it... but is hard.. I noe I'm choosy.. I always wanna find a working place which is near my house.. or.. salary wise muz be good.. or the working hours muz be juz nice.. or.. this place izzit a better prospect for me. But now.. finally.. I went to interview this post in Mediacorp.. and suddenly have a small little perky feeling that I might get in.. and juz all off sudden.. I have plans for my life..
Yes.. okie.. I think I've talk to much.. so anyway.. I juz do pray that God will just lead me the way.. And I do really really really pray that I could get this job.
Celeste is having pms at 2:08 AM
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