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Late entries

Monday, September 28, 2009

Alright, sorry for the late post. I've been so busy for the past few days... Well, last friday went to attend my dar-en's wedding.. so on last thursday have been stay over night at her hse. it was so busy lah.. Last thursday busy preparing the stuff for friday, and end up we only slept like 3 hours till on friday. And neither to say, Friday is the most busy day.. Waking up very early, dressing up, preparing.. helping.. blah blah blah..

But is fun lah... haha...

Anyway.. Congratulation on my dear Dar-en!!!! Happy Married!!!!!!

Lovely me & Dar-ly

Ballerina Dar-leen & me

Me & the bride

Cam-whoring!

Pretty!

All of us!

Dar-leen is busy make up!

THE ACTUAL DAY!

Night Dressing.. I LOVE THIS LAH.. So princess!

My best picture of all.

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Well, met DX yesterday to IMM for lunch. Yeap, he brought me a 3gb ram for my laptop.. YEAH! And a kaspersky anti-virus software. Yeah!! While driving pass my ex-company.. saw a few of my ex collegues. Haha... But they din see me lah... haha

I'm so sad... I'm sad that Gary is not comin to singapore this sunday becuz of the hitting issue. I feel so bad for Gary when he apologise in public media. No matter wad, I will still love him and support him..

JIA YOU GARY!!!!

Anyway, thank God I've send numerous emails and finally, I received a call this morning.. I've been shortlisted for an interview at CJ GLS as Sales Admin Executive tml. Hope I could get this job.. As I've promise CQ tat I wud try to get a job by mid-oct. If not.. hahha.. i bet he will nag nag nag again...

Pray Pray Pray....

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Woo Hoo

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Alright, sorry for the late post.

Anyway, went to JB yesterday with friends. Brought some earrings for the coming event on Friday. Was intend to buy some heels, but end up din buy it.

Well, try to dig out some dress tat I can wear for Friday night. Finally, thank God I found one.. The white dress that DX bought for me. Yeah!! I look kinda innocent when wearing it. Actually this dress is very low V, so end up I wear an additional lace tube inside. Hahaha!

Anyway, going to stay at Dar-en's house tml for the Friday night event. Woo hoo!!! Gonna bring alots of my barrangs barrangs... -.-

My flower Earring

Another flower earring

Shud put some nail polish later.

I love the patterns

Love the patterns of my dress

Dress for the Friday Night Event

Together with my heels

I love it man...

PS : !@#$%^&* I hate my first day.. PAIN~~~~

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Meaningful Quote

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Every betrayal begins with trust...

Every broken promise begins with belief...

Every hatred begins with love...

Every "I Hate You" begins with "I Love You"...

Every divorce begins with marriage...

Every ending begins with a beginning...

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成熟的爱和不成熟的爱

Thursday, September 17, 2009

不成熟的爱

是因为我需要你

所以我爱你

成熟的爱

是因为我爱你

所以我需要你

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4.5 hours in hair salon today

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Spending the whole day in saloon today to do my hair. Finally I got my hair rebonded a no more frizzy plus grass-alike hair for me! I've spend like 4 hours and a half doing my hair. Wah.. I'm so damn zai lah.. but I've seated until my ass is numb. -.-

I love my hair now. Smooth, straight and shiny. Unlike last time, dry rough, frizzy ans OUT OF SHAPE. Yeah.. There goes my Bad Hair day!!

Anyway.. Thank God I've received an email :

Dear Celeste

Pls refer to your resume send to us. You have been shortlisted for an interview with our HR Manager. Pls confirm if you will be available for an intereview appointment on 16 Sep Wed at 3:30pm.

We are located at 27 Joo Koon Road, near Joo Koon Mrt, about 15 mins walk, alternatively, you can take the bus no 252 from Joo Koon Mrt.

Pls alight at the bus stop on Joo Koon Way (its is the 3rd bus stop from Joo Koon Mrt) and a 2 mins walk to 27 Joo Koon Road.

The factory entrance is named MecPec. We are located on the right side of the building from the gate entrance.

Please bring along all your original certificates and your past three months pay slip.

Thanks and see you then.

Regards,
Joyce

Yeah!!! Finally my first interview for this week. -___-"

The position is Admin Exec. So see how lah...

Lets see there will be a bad news or a good news after the interview.

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Its seem like I've never sleep for YEARS

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Okie, finally I'm home! I miss my bed, I miss my pillow, I miss my dog, I miss everything..
Okie... I shall do make it as point form.

Friday 11th Sept 09

1) Meet DX for lunch at my house nearby.
2) Went to meet Dar-ly and Dar-leen to go Dar-en's hse to stay over night. (While on the way, I scratched my hand)
3) At Dar-en's hse watch My Sassy girl and slept at 2am. (freaking early)
4) End up all my dar-peeps sleep like a log and for me... I CAN'T EVEN GET TO SLEEP!

Saturday 12th Sept 09

1) Din get to sleep until 7am, finally Dar-leen wake up, and I get to sleep on a comfort bed
2) Sleep for 1 to 2 hours or less at 9am plus, ate Big Breakfast and watch The Nanny's Diary
3) 1.30pm went straight to church for music practice till 3pm plus.
4) Slack in the church until 4pm plus and proceed to SBC for BBQ event
5) Reaching home around 10pm plus
6) Watching KO Sanguo untill 1am plus while chatting with DX on phone
7) Lying on bed while reading Harry Potter story book
8) Soon fell asleep and DX called me at 3am.

Sunday 13th Sept 09

1) Reaching church at 9am plus and went for breakfast.
2) Back to church at 10am for Music Pract
3) Sunday service from 11am till 1pm (Fall Asleep during the preaching -.-)
4) Lunch in church from 1pm to 2pm plus
5) God Brother send us back home becuz my brother is going somewhere else
6) Reaching home at 3pm plus and straight to sleep till 6.30pm for dinner
7) Watching TV untill 10pm
8) Blogging now....

BUT I'M STILL SUPER TIRED!

PS : Okie.. i gotta really start finding jobs now... cuz last week I din really look for job becuz, I WAS TOO MENTALLY TIRED)

Look gross izzit? Stupid Scar that cause by my stupid bag. Accidently scratched by the buckle. And guess wad, the scar is not that short anyway..

IS THIS LONG! Wah lao, is damn itchy and pain can! When ppl see this, they will says I'm commit sucide or fighing with ah lian or fighting with either cats or with my dog. -__-"

By looking our eyes, you will noe how TIRED WE ARE during the BBQ.

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Freaking HOT WEATHER!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Went to meet Dar-ly and Dar-leen for lunch today at maxell food court. Dar-leen making use of her working lunch time to meet us. So sweet of her!! After the yummy lunch, Dar-leen went back to work and left me and Dar-ly went to shop around at Bugis village. Wah! The weather is so freaking damn hot ok! And thus, we cannot tahan anymore, we went to the new air-con shopping centre near Bugis (I can't rmb wads the name of the place) there and chilled in one of their Dessert Shop.

We chilled until like, hmmm 3pm plus and went for a walk again.Yeap, searching for high caps for Dar-ly's friend bday. But somehow nothing that catches our eye. After all the chilled and shopping session, Dar-ly needs to go to her convocation at Sangrila... Wahhh!!! CONGRATULATION DAR-LY! FINALLY YOU'VE GRADUATED! And as for me, went to SRC which is at City Hall to meet DX for dinner.

Before he meeting me, he actually went for an IT Show at Suntec and guess wad.. HE BROUGHT A MAC PRO! Wah lao, buey tahan. But I can see that he is in love with that Mac Pro rather den me. -___-" Stupid DX. Yeap anyway, having, satay, Ox tail, Chicken Wings, Fish Fillet (DX) and Ice Kachang for dinner. Damit.. I'm really damn freaking FULL!!!

Anyway, gonna stay over night at Dar-en's place tml together with my two Dar-peeps. Den Saturday will be going to church for music practice, den at night got BBQ together with the Life Camp members. Wah.. freaking tired...

My Happiest Berry

Look nice and TASTE NICE!

Satay!

My fav Ox Tail Stew

Wah, I tell you, the fried chicken is really damn freaking nice.

DX's fish fillet.

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Is there a cure for Peter Pan's Syndrome?

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I wonder if it will force me to grow up if i have a house, car and baby..

don't worry, people.

i was just wondering.

i do want my own place though..

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I'm getting lazier and lazier and lazier

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Insomnia
Haiz, i'm having insomnia yesterday night again. I'm having a broken sleeping again. I've tried to sleep at 2am to 3am plus yesterday, but i just could not get to sleep. End up, waking up to watch some youtube den back to sleep again. Finally I could get into sleep around 4am to 5am plus, but end up, woken up by my dog becuz of the thunder rain. So I need to climb down from my bed and set a mattress and sleep with her which is already around 6.30am. And becuz today is sunday which i need to go for service early morning, i was woken up at 7.30am.

I'm super duper uber tired. After the service, reaching home and BOOM unto my bed and Zzzzz... all the way till 7.45pm wake up, eat dinner, watch TV until now. Really super duper uber tired.

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Interviews
Your noe, sometimes I'm feel very tired for searching for jobs, eversince the AP position in MDC, I really losing faith for finding jobs. Everyday, I've send numerous emails, but sometimes, theres none reply. OR I will go for interview in the companies, end up theres no calls return. OR I will go to agency to apply and ask them to help me, but theres none works or I will tend to wait so long for them to help me for the job hunt.

I always keep telling myself, Pray, Seek and Wait.

I do pray everyday that I will get a suitable jobs soon. I do seek everyday as I'm keep looking around for opportunities. I do wait everyday as I will wait for the phone calls and get shortlisted.

But however, I'm slowly losing faith for myself. Izzit something wrong with me? Izzit my interview technique goes something wrong? Izzit the way that I communicate with the interviewer goes wrong? Izzit the way I dress and give them a bad impression? Izzit just me? I dunnoe....

Everytime I receive call to go for interview, I was so super happy. I will tend to see wad appropriate dressing I will give.. I will always tend to rehersal and will trying to noe wad I can say before the interview. I will pray very hard to God to give me wisdom to noe how to handle and guide me along.

You know, I always pray to God " God, if this job is the job that you wanted to give me, please guide me" But however, none is good for me. I always think, maybe God really have something good for me, so I have to seek and wait. But none.....

At first, when people keep asking me, "Hey, hows your job hunt?" I will reply, "yes, going for and interview next week" Den after a week, people will ask me again "Hey, hows your interview?" I will reply " Like this lor (shaking head)" Now... almost every week at least 2 to 3 people will ask me this two question " Hey, hows your job hunt" or "Hey, hows your interview going on?" And I just feel so tired to answer them this two questions. Is not their fault as they are just caring for me.. Maybe is myself... I feel so tired.... My mind will be thinking " Can U all stop asking me this two questions? Can U all juz wait until I announce it out if I really get shortlisted for the job?"

Ok, this is bad.. Maybe I really too tired... Sorry but this post is not pin pointing anyone. I now you all care for me.. Is just myself.. I think there is something wrong with me.. I started to relax more... I started to slack at home without doing anything and everyday stare at the computer screen. I started to lose hope, I started to lose faith.

BUT I CAN'T !!

I really need God to give me the mind of determination to do it. I cannot keep relying on my parent, I cannot jus keep myself at home without doing anything. But I really need God to guide me. Becuz I noe myself well that, I noe that I'm losing faith in myself soon. Thats why I keep saying "I'm getting lazier and lazier and lazier....."

Haiz...

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Sad = (

Friday, September 4, 2009

Okie, today is Friday and is a fouth day i been waiting from Tuesday, I think there is no hope for the AP post.

Sad = (

I was thinking izzit enough if I have already tried my best but the end result is not to mine and others’ expectations?

Pray... Seek... Wait...

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Photoshooting with Bf's new camera

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Alright, shall upload some of my own pictures.. Past few days went out with DX to take some photoshooting with his new Nikon DSL Camera.. Off cuz, I am his model for the day... Okie.. I not that photogenic ok..

So dun be so judgmental ok.....

I noe I'm ugly...

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