I feel lousy
Friday, April 24, 2009
Sometimes I will feel lousy. I'm sad tat I have to remain a normal person floating around in life, wif no goals, no aims, no talents (accept music), no abilities.
They tell me I'm smart. But how so?! Where is my smartness when it comes to work? Am I not doing well at work becuz I'm lazy & unmotivated? (True) Or very simply becuz I'm not good enough?
Wat am I destined to be? Wat kind of job shud I be doin? Until now, I still cannot accept the fact tat TIS, wat I have now (admin all the way), is wat my life is goin to be until I retire.
They say I'm pretty. But how so? How do I compare wif the millions of other pretty girls out there?? I can't.
I WANT TO BE SUPER DUPER PRETTY!!!
I need 2 more inches on my boobs, 3 inches off my ass.
A perkier butt, toner limbs & tighter stomach.
Higher nose, deeper eyes & symmetrical face.
Smoother, thicker hair & softer glowing skin.
'There are no ugly people, only lazy people.'
ahhhhhhhh!!!
I NEED MONEY MONEY MONEY~~!!! No good job, where got money?
Am I really destined to be average in life? Average looks, average job, average family. Average life.
NO! I wanna change!!!
Celeste is having pms at 11:11 PM
---------------------------------------